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Diagnosed: eating disorder (anorexia/bulimia), depression, anxiety . I'm also recovering from self-harm. I am NOT pro-ed.
Height: 5'1 (156 cm)
SW: 110 lbs (50 kg)
CW: 100 lbs (45.4 kg)
LW: 90 lbs (41 kg)
GW 1: 96.8 lbs (45 kg)
GW 2: 90.2 lbs(41 kg)
UGW: 83 lbs (38 kilos)
Current BMI: 18.7
24th March 2012
Last time I checked my weight it was 45.4
I was actually was on my way to ‘recovery’ for a while, but then I got sick and there I was eating 500 calories a day. I lost 1.5 kilos 5 days and now here I am.
I’ve been binging and purging a fair bit, but it’s no where near as bad as it used to be. Maybe once a day 3 times a week? my binges are usually around 1200 calories. The rest of the time I’m restricting, unless it’s one of those ‘fuck it’ days in which I binge and do not purge.
I have no idea how much I weigh at the moment as I haven’t weighed myself in 3 days. This may be a little TMI, but I also haven’t had a bowel movement in 3 days. ehh.
Anyway, banal update.
Does anyone else experience twitchy hands after they purge? It drives me nuts.
1 kilo in 4 days.
I know I shouldn’t, but I like weight loss.
48.6 kilograms. :)
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49.2 this morning.
.8 of a kilo lost. Wow, what a fatty.
I’m just trying to stay calm about the 700 calories I’ve consumed today. I’m hoping that I’ll be in the 48 range tomorrow. Only, it’s my friends birthday party and there’ll be alcohol and munchies. Gah. Stress.
Weighed 49.4 this morning.
That’s .6 of a loss since yesterday. Although I’ve consumed around 1000 calories for today. Great (sarcasm).